I have been trying very hard to tell myself to move on. I even act as if I really have moved on in front of my friends.
But, I know I am lying to myself.
How can I move on when memories are everywhere? Hong Kong drama on DVD showing Hong Kong scenes, TV showing Macau scenes, real life scenes wherever I go with friends, all bring back good old memories.
I know I am not hopeful but I am hoping to remain as friends. It is now worse than strangers.
My heart still cries every night.
