I am quite stressed up these few days. My brain and mind are working non-stop 24/7.
Work is stressful especially the need to come out with algorithms from nowhere. People at DSO tend to stare blankly but in fact they are deep in thoughts, always thinking on logic. People at DSO tend not to talk with one another because they are always thinking of solutions to problems. People at DSO tend to go for quick lunch and lunch time is irregular most of the time. I am becoming more and more like them now. I can feel my brain is stretching and being used 200% most of the time. I can feel my forehead is getting higher and higher day by day.
My sergeant is diagnosed with cancer. He used to take care of me when I was in army before I disrupted for studies. I must say he is a respected leader. Hope he will pull through.
A friend of mine is going through some mental "ordeal". Workload at work is piling up, grandma just passed away, and a surgery is on the way. Hope all will be over soon.
There's suppose to have a gathering with a friend this week but I kind of lazy to meet up. I guess I will just let the gathering happen itself.
There's another gathering coming soon next week with my ex-colleagues from RCL. It's going to be a KTV session. Hope next week my mind will be more relaxed.
Reservist is around the corner and very soon will be 11th June. It's my first ICT.
There are so many things happening.
